The Escape Route

I have realized I cannot fight. You know I have seen people battle – battle greedily in newspaper columns, in letters to the editor, in facebook, in society meetings…wherever they are welcome. Sometimes I do feel like protesting, raging against the sky; sometimes in self defense; sometimes in defense of my loved ones; sometimes against god; sometimes against the world; but in the end I invariable choose the escape route. The route of quietly walking out of sight; into the world I call “benefit of doubt” world where you can simply say “It probably never happened”. Sometimes, cowardly denial can save  you from a whole lot of mindfuck!! So I flee!!